Part 1

Playing with girls feelings
who am I kidding
the whole time I thought I was winning
let alone just to think I can get away with all of this sinning

Lustfulness and greediness
left me really distress
no longer happy with the gifts I’ve been blessed with
people from a far call it great success
risking it all for 20-30 minutes worth of sex

I felt miserable
shit i still feel miserable
understanding afterwards it was all physical
left me in bed, or driving home in a Lyft
very emotionless
understanding this world and I ain’t shit
and leaving me with so many regrets

Is this too personal
probably so…
just know
I have to go thru this in order to grow


 

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