“Dark musings just may be our greatest source of energy & power.”
“If you’re looking for your inner beast, it’s most likely living in a dark muse.”-Kobe Bryant
Yesterday, I was sad, annoyed and angry. I’ll spare you the details on why. (I just don’t want to tell you.)
I woke up this morning refreshed.
Those emotions, completely wiped away.
“I need that feeling back for this workout”, I told myself.
I wanted to trigger those emotions & use them.
I tried & tried but I could not. It did not stop me from having a good workout, but good can be better.
As much as I did not like what I was angry about, I was enjoying the feeling.
I was enjoying the energy.
Coming home last night I used that energy in a productive manner. I sat down and completed a few “to-dos” that I had failed to complete in the time I had blocked for myself earlier that day. (Reason #1 for being angry)
So my question for myself is:
How can I access these emotions, these dark emotions, but be able to turn it off when I’m done & need to operate from a more lighter side of emotions or light musings?